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Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Rakkhun.



I Love You
Not only for what you have
made of your self
but for what you are making of me.
I love you
Because you have done more
than anyone or anything
to make me happy.
You have done it with out a word,
with out a touch,
with out a sign.
You have done it just
by being your self.
After all,
perhaps that is what love means.

In the warm glow of a winter night,

your heart and mine warming each other.
Your warm embrace chases the chill away
In your strong warm arms I am here to stay.
The flickering fire shadowing throughout
can never replace the warmth that I feel…
when I’m
Wanting you…
Needing you…
and always so in love with you



Thursday, February 14, 2013

Mario Maurer break up with Gubgib! OMG.


Well we can’t say they have broken up, it will be more like they have ended their friendship because you know what, I don’t think Mario has ever referred to Gubgib as more than a peuan sanit (close friend) and today Gubgib, with tears in her eyes, did come out to say that their relationship which never developed to more than a friendship has ended. Dude, don’t tell me it was just a friendship, clearly it was more than that.
By the way, I have to make a correction, Gubgib and Mario has known each other for 7 years and have been ‘seeing’ each other for 4 years.
There has been some speculation before the break up that Mario was getting too cozy with his co-star Air Punthila from his upcoming Ch3 lakorn “Plerng Toranong (Proud Flame)”. Air has loudly denied it, she said, “How did this news come out!?! I have known Oh (Mario) and Gubgib for a long time now. There is nothing going on.” In their lakorn together, they do have ‘guk-gik (flirty)’ scenes together but Mario is like a younger brother to her. “It’s nothing like what they are saying, they are both like my younger siblings. I have always been very clear about this. If there is, I would say there is, but right now I’m single.”
To me the response from Thai netizens have been mixed, some are confuse, some have been supportive, some are glad because they have been waiting for this moment for a long time.
“What is this? The other day wasn’t there pictures of them going traveling together?”-this Thai netizen is referring to pictures of Mario and Gubgib at a Thailand airport coming back from a trip to Japan.
The pictures were posted at Gossipstar just a day or two before this news broke out. I think the pictures are a month old, I vaguely remember him talking about going to Japan and buying some nonsense goodies with Gubgib for the New Year or something.
There has been a lot of comments so I can’t get through them all. But this one comment from a Thai netizen got me laughing. There were comments stating that Gubgib is ug and someone came out to defend her by saying, “what? you’re saying ugly people can’t get (or can’t have) good looking boyfriends too.”–It is not word for word but close to it.
October 12, 2012 UPDATE: a few weeks after their ‘break up’,  the couple got back together and are dating ever since. They seem to be doing a lot better, gotten closer since their break up.
Listen sharply from “Gubgib Sumonthip’s” very own mouth regarding her relationship with boyfriend“Mario Maurer” after her recent interview saying they haven’t broke up. Latest event “Paradise Park Chinese New Year”, she is ready to open her heart regarding the confuse state she left for many people with her long time boyfriend of 9 years.
“I would like to say it right here at once since I don’t want to say it many time. This morning’s event, I told the PR I am not giving interview. I was only due to speak on stage because I have to come to this event right away. I post an IG apology to the media because I didn’t think it was going to be like this. I didn’t think there were going to be many reporters because that was a private event for the members. I would like to apologized.”
Are you ready to talk about your relationship with Mario today?
Yes. Oh called me after the interview last time. So, okay. We are friends. During that interview, like I say I didn’t prepare for an interview so I spoke how my feelings were.

Did you ask him why your relationship is downgraded?
I didn’t ask. I think that for such a long time relationship, sometimes we want to take a break and search ourselves if this is right or not.
Have you met him after talking to him?
We have not see each other because he’s busy. He has to fly out for modeling oversea and is promoting Jan Dara. Don’t forget to go see it.
So, Mario asked for a breakup?
No one dump anyone. It was a compromise from us 2 to stop right here. Don’t listen to the abuzz rumor but listen to me and Oh because we are an honest couple. If there is anything, we’re open up to it.
A lot of people say you’re trying to reconcile with him.
Honestly, it wasn’t like that. Like Oh said, we still love each other but we want to yield and focus on our work. We want to spend our time alone.
Is there any other reason that causes your distance?
There is no third party, so don’t try to throw it at us. I sympathize the other person. If we’re breaking up, it’s because we agree to and it definitely not due to a third party.
Are you sad over the situation?
Of course, I am sad but Oh for me has always been a friend and it will be our 10 years. We have good feelings for each other and we still have that. We still love each other. When we’re free we can go eat out. For us two, it doesn’t matter what our status is. Do I regret all those time? I never regretted it because we’re still young and there is nothing definite. We want to stop to focus on our work so we can think more. We don’t hate each other like the rumors suggested. I want you to listen to me and Oh since there is a lot of news flying about.
Do you still love Mario?
Of course, I love him. We are friends for a long time.
It seems like you’re trying to hold on to your relationship.
It’s not holding on to it. I think it’s just time for a break. We work hard and there is time people want to search what they really want. I am not a kid, so for us to have good feelings for one another is not trying to hold back to reconcile because we dated for 9-10 years.
From always having Mario by your side to not having him.
He is still here. We can still talk. I will always have him because we have been friend since we were 7-8 years old.
How do you heal your heart?
It’s not that much. This time I am working.
Are you afraid while you’re distant, there will be someone that comes along?
Then just let time be the proof of everything. But for me, I don’t have anyone. I want to stay like this first.
Do you want to reconcile?
I don’t know. That is the future.
But there has been many gossips that your breaking up is to promote your book.
I never promote it. Plus, I am not publishing any book. I just casually writing it.
gubgib


Tapi kalo dipikir pikir. kesimpulannya, mario&gubgb itu terlalu sibuk sama aktivitas masing-masing. dan kabar dari mereka putus masih terombang-ambing. ada yang bilang emang putus, ada yang bilang mereka mau 'istirahat" dari hubungan mereka dan menyelesaikan pekerjaan masing-masing. katanya sih komunikasi mereka udah jarang banget. Mario juga sibuk sama film barunya "JanDara 2" dan katanya juga mereka ga ngerayain tahun baruan bareng. But, i'm still stay cool. apapun yang terjadi pasti yang terbaik buat mereka lah. we're nothing. believe&good night!
Source: Rakdara and Gossipstar


Mario break up with Gubgib ---- ( 1 Feb 2013) English subtitle.

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

reunir-se

"Never go to your high school reunion pregnant or they will think that is all you have done since you graduated. "  Erma Bombeck


"And because of the reunion I think we've got more energy and enthusiasm than we've ever had. And it's genuine. I think the fans can detect when you're genuine, when you love what you do, and we love to be there on stage. That's what we thrive on." Gleen Tipton
 
Yeah, 2 quotes above represents my feelings on this night. I sometimes think, when can we meet again? I can only hope that we can meet in a state of happy and successful at the same time, hopefully. Miss.




FF.

haloo. hari ini mau upload foto PU dari traktirannya Cindy. hahah walaupun cuma 2 foto sih, tapi lumayan lah nambah post.




Thanks Cindy, happy birthday------

Monday, February 11, 2013

Rock in Natt

Yeah. just you know that I'm really amazed to Nattasha Nauljam. an actress from Thai. she's a guitarist & a singer. Adore! here are some playlist that make me feel better and crazyyyyyy:

1. Puen Sanit [Ost. Suckseed]

2. Arena [Ost. Suckseed]

3. Deep in My Heart





Saturday, February 9, 2013

Suckseed Scene Fav.



Koong, you're not alone!

doldrums, just you know.


When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.
No-one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
As a rose cant live without the rain So a heart can’t love without risk of pain
If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it.
The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy.
Love is like a puzzle. When you’re in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together.
It is better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.
Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him
I don’t miss him, I miss who I thought he was
It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does
You don’t realize how much you care about someone until they don’t care about you
It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.
I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile.














[Ost. SuckSeed] Aof Big Ass - Deep In My Heart

Saturday, February 2, 2013

unforgottable experience : BHAWARA

Rahtri sawat! kemaren kamis dapet tugas dari bu Yohana buat nyeritain suatu pengalaman selama di Bhawara. sebenernya sih males, but my blog home page's full of it. oke selamat baca impression yang satu ini. jangan ada yang ketawa ya. cup!

Dulu waktu kelas 7 semester 2 aku lagi suka tuh sama kakak kelas. inisialnya mas H aja ya hehe. tapi sayangnya dia udah punya pacar. inisialnya mbak D. one day, kalo ga salah pas hari pramuka aku ngajakin si Tazha ke lapangan. "Itu lho mas H. ganteng ga?." kata saya sambil berbinar-binar. waktu itu mas H lagi di lapangan basket pake baju basket warna merah gitu deh. duuuuh. dan si Tazha malah bilang, "Kayak bapak-bapak." Jiaaah buset muka langsung ketekuk abis. masih ga percaya aja sama yang dibilang Tazha. masa ganteng-ganteng gitu dibilang kayak bapak-bapak? Oh God. Haha singkat cerita nih, akhirnya si Tazha mengakui kalo mas H itu ganteng. mulai dari situ deh kita mulai sering ngintilin mas H. ya bisa dibilang kayak 'Secret Admirer' gitude. dan moment-moment yang ga terlupakan itu waktu acara classmeeting. sampe bingung deh pokoknya mau cerita yang mana dulu. dari sini ajade ya, jadi waktu pagi hari di sekolah gitu aku sama Tazha udah di papan pengumuman deket lab. biologi. disitu kita nungguin mas H. oemjiiiii! tau-tau mas H lewat masa yaampun ga ngebayangin banget dulu senengnya gimana. haha aku sama Tazha udah kayak orang kesurupan seneng-seneng gajelas. padahal mas H ya cuek-cuek aja. cuek bebek malah. sampe akhirnya waktu itu kelas mas H lagi tanding basket sama kelas mana gitu. lagi event classmet juga. kebetulan banget kelasku juga lagi tanding sama kelas lain. nah ini, bingung mau dukung yang mana. tapi tetep dukung dua-duanya kok pada akhirnya. trus waktu pertandingan selesai, aku sama Tazha liat tuh mbak D lagi sama mas H di pinggir lapangan. so sweet gitude, so jealously. lama kelamaan, aku sama Tazha berencana buat sms mas H. berhasil! rencana kita success. tapi waktu itu yang berhasil si Tazha. aku mah gaberani, nyali ciut. pengen juga sih smsan sama mas H, etapi tau ga. ternyata aku berhasil sms mas H! haha tanpa seizin dari Tazha. butuh mental&tenaga buat ngetik satu kata, "Halo." ternyata. mas H bales sms ku ternyata duhduh. alhamdulilah sih ya, berjalan dengan lancar. sebel banget tapi pas lagi smsan aku kudu les huh. dmn. tapi it's okay lah nanti bisa dilanjutin. gitu deh kata batin. trus abis itu aku ceritain deh ke Tazha kalo aku habis sms mas H. laah si Tazha nya malah bilang gini,"Weh harusnya kamu jangan bilang nek kamu temenku." hell, maksudnya apaaa. btw aku berhasil tuh buat Tazha envy wkwk. semenjak itu, aku ga pernah smsan sama mas H lagi. enough sekali aja. dan tbtb suatu masalah menghadang! Yep, aku dan Tazha masih ingusan banget dulu. ga seharusnya kan nge-sms terlalu sama orang yang udah punya pacar. kill me nowwww! mbak D tau kalo ada yang sering sms mas H. tapi gatau kalo Tazha yang sms. hft waktu itu udah stuck banget bingung mau gimana. tapi herannya, kok lama-kelamaan mbak D tau aku sama Tazha ya. kita waktu itu pernah dipeliriki. baaah, takut abis boo. dan puncaknya adalah waktu hari pramuka tapi sebelum classmett. waktu itu sekitar jam 14.30, aku & Tazha persiapan pulang dari pramuka. Itu mbak D jadi DP. aku usil tuh nayariin mas H. eh gataunya dia lagi di lantai atas masjid. aku ngasih tau Tazha, aku ngasih tau Tazha kalo mas H ada di lantai atas masjid. aku sama Tazha ngeliatin terus... sampe akhirnya kita ga sadar kalo mbak D cs. lagi ngeliatin kita. Astaghfirullah, takut banget tuh sumpah. sepertinya mbak D emang udah tau kalo pacarnya itu punya fans. siapa? ya kita. trus lupa deh dulu penyelesainnya gimana, sampe akhirnya aku denger kalo mereka udah putus. cuma sampe situ doang sih ceritanya. haha, masih banyak lagi sebenernya tapi udah lupa-lupa. 

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